Friday, July 30, 2010
This very morning, I waked up at 6.30 a.m. and got ready to the centre which hand-up the PTPTN form and documents required.But when I arrived I saw most of the students which from different sections already inside the hall.That is normal because early bird get the worms,but I look around I saw most of them is my (so called) friends.
When I ask them a day before it,they said they will be there on their particular section which state on the list.May be like an hours before their section.One of them is same section with me, then I ask her whether want to go the centre together,she agreed.At the ends, i waited her in the bus stop,no showed of her or "let me aeroplane" .
The exhilarating part is,when I arrived in the hall,she already in there with her friends.Shit!!!!!Suppose that she sms or tell me she is going there early.
I saw them who were not supposed to be in my section and they were cutting people queue.That is the most frustrating part!!!!
They were jumping queue,taking the seats which is means to be others.
What the hells is wrong with them?
One of my course mate told me,there is no such thing as best friends in University,even though their are nice to you just because they want to finish up assignments,discussions and lab works.For instance they can chat and smile with you when we meet but at the end they'll back stab you. I'm deeply missing you guys(our gang) we can chat whatever we want, we can joke whatever topic we happy with.....
The 11th bus station is located right infront of my university's library.This is the place where I usually take my bus,I love my university library very much.It is equip with facilities including wireless,24 hrs study rooms,free computer service and the cafeteria serve delicious foods*cheapest and tasty egg tarts*
This is the situation where we finished our night class and students were waiting like a 200M queue in the bus stop.Ain't we waste a lot of time for communicating aka transport.
by~bitchy and pissed off by other's siew hong
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Few days ago and yesterday~
"hey,1st August got Candle light Vigil of ISA organized by Gerakan Mansuhkan ISA (GMI) and Suara Rakyat Malaysia (SUARAM), this event will be held at Selangor Dataran MBPJ ,PenangSpeakers Square ,Perak Dataran Bandaraya Ipoh, Kedah Dataran Zero KM, Kelantan Taman Hijau and Seremban Dataran Seremban. Heng,we hope you come and join us as helper at Ipoh . But of coz there will be some FRU and police there. Be careful and let me know if you come."
May I? 1st August go there join for fun? or stay at home online facebook?
fews days ago~
a FRIEND online asking me : "what's your plan? "
me : go UTAR gua~
FRIEND : when?
me : January
FRIEND : then this few months you want join INTERN anot?
me : where?
FRIEND : SUK kerajaan Selangor
me : which exco?
FRIEND : Elizabeth Wong..
me : oh~Bukit Lanjan ADUN
FRIEND : ya~ now they want youngman work in their office..bcoz i
will be finished my internship and need someone replace
me? you ok? if you ok then here sure ok...
me : ....... let me think first~
Yesterday~
i went jabatan pendidikan ask for GSTT (Guru Sandaran Tidak Terlatih)...
they offered me GSTT at SJK(c) Wan Hwa 2, Menglembu. Officer there said if i no problem then tomorrow they will give me surat lantikan then 4/8/10 go there start work as a 'TEACHER'~
Friday, July 23, 2010
I love my mom, my dad forever
Actually i got strengths, but i have to accept my weaknesses also
i will be a good son.
i can lost my dream,
i can lost my ambition,
but i cannot lost my family,
i promise i will make you proud of me.
Mom, Dad.
i love you forever.
WAKE UP!!! WAKE UP!!!
快醒醒。。
社会有问题
不关你的事
国家生病了
你也不要八婆
你没有能力
你很多弱点
不要那么多事。
这3年你看到那么多黑暗丑恶腐败的一面
你帮不到救不到
心很疼,心很酸
虽然你有那股热诚,那种冲劲
你连自己都管不好。。。
拜托请你不要想去管其他东西。。。
不要给自己藉口
你所得到的优势
只是你好彩走运而已
你要记住,
你其实只是个思想古老的小伙子。。思想还保留在80年代。。。
什麽刻苦耐劳都是骗人的~
你到不如学下年轻人的生活~吃喝玩乐~无忧无虑~至少对自己好一点~
年青人有时候开开心心比较好~
国民服务营发生的事,种族冲突你化解到,打架事件你竟然却坐视不理,当时的借口是 “我能力有限,总团长也在那边打架”
这也证明到你也是种族主义者, 你做到的只是治标不治本,你作为副总团长,作为领袖也却无法全面做到领袖的责任
你每次只是给自己藉口。。。
在医院做服务员一个月。。。
很多阿公阿嫲跟你谈天。。。
说了很多不公平的医疗政策。。。
然后?你又做到什么帮到什么? 最多只是讨他们开心~这是你能力范围所做到的~
做了州议员,国会议员实习生3个月
外劳,毒品,城市贫穷,罪案,娼赌泛滥~
看到很多,体验很多,黑暗的更加多~而且大多数是灰色地带~
不公的打压,偏差的施政~so?
朋友说:“你的优点是理性,缺点是太过理性~,有时候要做奸的好人,有时候要好的奸人。”
山崩,原住民流动诊所,救灾中心
看到很多政客的无理取闹~NGO基层的刁难~你们发飙~不当家不当权~有什么用?
你的热诚不能当饭吃,你的冲劲不能赚钱,不能发达~
为何你要进政府大学?
因为你要进学运?前进阵线?大专团结阵线?全联?改革?了解更多极端思想的教授讲师?接触更多黑暗腐败的一面?种族团结?
拜托啦~ 你还没有资格~
回想起~你为了什么?你做那么多东西为了什么?
如果不进政府大学?MMU? UTAR? 加入NGO?有比政府大学条件好的平台吗?
这段时间常有许多大专领袖sms,或msn :“佳骏,我们等你一起来加入我们这个团体。希望你快快报到, 烈火莫熄。” “heng, we need more youth power, need more youngman like you, wish you get local uni and join our movement"
每一封信息,每一封简讯,随着国立大学上诉失败。。一个一个delete掉。。。
facebook一个学运代表对我说: so where did u go now?we are welcome you to join us any time..=) even not uni student. ok? coz we are youths and student.
A :good..nvm la, u can try to further at private U if able. still can join us...^^ now we r target to private U and colleges also..
actually ur result good also. but they look at CGP for subject and also overall. bcoz of one more credit killing you~
眼睛开始红了~泪珠也一串一串掉了~
王佳骏,我应该彻底放弃?重新再来?还是对自己好一点?
Thursday, July 22, 2010
The Blue IC 蓝色身份证
I rushed to the KL Sentral on time after suffered as crowded as in tin of sardine in the LRT. Had my beloved Mcd BCG and surfing enjoyable website at the KFC. While enjoying, there came a chinese guy with a red loose shirt which was completely wetted by his sweat. He straight came to me without showing any fear. I thought he was just passing by with his eyes looking at me randomly. Until he sat besides me, only I knew he came for me. He was showing a pitiful face and spoke slowly to me.
The Guy: " Can you speak in Chinese?"
I : " Yes."
The Guy:“我是来自新山的,你可以帮我买一张回新山的火车票吗?”
I :什么?!
TheGuy :“我的行李给我朋友拿走了。在异乡没钱很惨的,你能借我二十九块吗?你可拿着我的IC,等我还你钱,你才还我。”
I :“你家在新山? 那我怎么找你还钱?”
TheGuy :“我其实是新加坡人。不是你想象的穷新山人,不会骗你钱啦!"
I : " ???? 你刚给我看的IC是蓝色的...."
He stood up and walked away like nothing had happened.
-THE END-
By ean wai
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
hey hey!
This is the long overdue post.
I know we had lost of contact for like 1 month time, I can hardly to get a coverage of wi-fi in my hostel here even if I can connect the line is jammed like shit *constipation*
My life in UMS,
waking up early in the morning,
hurrying or line up like 300 meters for a bus*my college do have 3000 occupants*,
eating non-pork meals,
waiting the rain to stop......
This was my first flight tickets.Whenever you have a chance to take a flight in LCCT,you can use the digital boarding machine to print your boarding pass.There is no queue.When I was unpacking my luggage in my tiny little wardrobe.Ta-Da.....so tidy ler....
Friday, July 16, 2010
beh tahan!!!!!!
gonna shout it out 2day, wat the hell wit the stupid bloody shit malay gal put her cheap bloody shit underwear along d rope n push all my clothes into 1 corner n mk my hang ten white polo-t dyed..imagine hw many days she din wash her underwear..main point is my clothes havent dry, hw can dat bitch do dat 2 my clothes...may 'god blessed her'!!!!
meisoon in angry mode..
Thursday, July 15, 2010
This Was What I went Through
“ Panas ! Panas! Kipas kiri! Kipas kanan! Panas! Bestari panas!” That’s the cheers which we did the most within the whole orientation week. In my view, Minggu Haluansiswa (MHS) was really exhausting. To be honest, I hated of that particular week very much at the beginning. Why? It made me can’t sleep well, didn’t have decent sleep, with both legs were in pain severely. We were forced to join all the activities till midnight everyday. And for the extra last night of MHS, it ended at about 4am. Didn’t it sound crazy? Though, I was unwilling to let it ended at the last day. Was that quite repugnant?
Tell you guys one thing, a ridiculous thing, I have no chinese senior in my course! Even chinese coursemate has 1 only. What the hell! For this semester, I’m taking all the same courses with my actuarial science friends. You know, they always being called by their seniors to have some briefing. Everytime, after the class, sure there’ll be a senior standing on the lecture stage and asking all the Actuarial Sciences juniors to stay for a while because there is another orientation week for them. But, how am I? I’m fully hoping there’s some one to stand front of me and tells me I’m your senior despite of what race he or she is. Yet it’s not going to happen as I know.
Everyone keeps saying the same thing to me: “ Wah, even it is your 9th choice also can be in UM! How lucky are you!” I don’t know what response should I show to this statement. Can someone tell me please. Haiz. I’m not that kind of undergraduate who only cares about which university he or she is going into, what I care much is the course! I was depressed after knowing the syllabus of Mathematics. Why? Because I don’t seem to like it. So, I was looking for my academic advisor who is a chinese professor. And he tried hardly to convince me to be fond of doing Mathematics and encouraging me to do Pure Maths and not mixing my course with those statistics. By the way, he did feel sorry for me of being one of the unlucky students who can’t further what he wanted to do.
These few days, I had gone through my lectures, and I started to regain my interest on Maths. I don’t know why. But just feel so much curiousity in my mind and I so want to know more about Maths. Every new theorem I learnt, I found it interesting and feeling happy that I knew it. Why? May be it might just for a short moment and doesn’t last longer. Anyway, I’m happy with my recent state as this now. Ganbateh!!
By ean wai
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
ump- university mana pula..lol.
hmm.. im adapt well here except d food, im staying at 4th floor in my college, so dis time rli can lose weight.. but all my lecturers sucks..their eng sucks sumor.. mayb 1st yr they gif us all new lecturers... btw jz nid their notes, wat they r lecturing is nt important..
shopping at kuantan last week, took abt 45 min 2 reach thr n spent rm4 for bus fees, but d shopping centre nt bad gt brands outlet, mango outlet, fos, nose, vincci, nt branded boutique oso a lot, song box, 3d cinema.. goin beach again the week after next week ..hehe..dun envy ya especially kl fella..haha..
p/s: refer 4to on facebook.. keep in touch my frends..
meisoon